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Thursday, April 16
Last blogged @ 7:01 PM I'm feeling very vexed,
so i'll post my feelings/etc down in white font colour. pple, dont try to read them . ty. Fuckyou, do you know how much i hate you ? Seriously, i hate you to th max. When i'm small till now, HOW HAVE YOU TREATED ME ? When you threaten ____ with my life, when you hit me like i'm a fucking non living thing. DO YOU KNOW HOW I FELT ? I fucking hate you, i really do . IT'S FUCKING YOUR FAULT OUR _____ IS LIKE THAT, ITS FUCKING YOUR FAULT, I HAVE AN INCOMPLETE _____. YOUR FUCKING FAULT. Cb, i really hate you to th max. Things you've done, to ____, ____, _____ & ME. Fucking hell, do you know it hurts both inside & outside ? you want to try bo ? you want me to slap/kick/punch/hit or whatever you not ? do you want me to thrw you down ? lets see how you feel. Seriously, people may think i'm bian tai, but wow, 1 day, i PRAY TO GOD, i can see you cry in pain. I REALLY WANT TO SEE YOU CRY IN PAIN. It'll be th greatest day in my life. I still remember th pain, and how frightened i was last time . But now, hah. I dont give a FUCK. Come on man, what can you do ? Kill me ? Hah, KILL LOR. you think i care ? I've tried near-death feelings before, Yes, fucking scary. i cried like fuck. but did you care? NO, YOU FUCKING DIDNT GIVE A DAMN. You just want to get what you want, you dont even care about me. If not because of you, i'll have a wonderful ____. Because of you, i can't even see my own ____ everyday. She dreaded _____, because of you. Because of you, i've experienced so much .. pain, suffering, scare, and more. Tears, i used to cry like fuck in th past. but now .. I've grew up, i guess. I fucking hate you, i do. Because of you, i've lacked of ____'s love, ever since young. I grew up on my own, without _________. All. Because. Of.You. Th disappointment, th pain, th trembling, IF ONLY YOU WERE HERE. IF ONLY YOU KNEW, UNDERSTOOD, EXPERIENCED & SAW. if only you were me, if only you knew how a fucking p3 girl would feel when she was on th edge of th window. Fuckyou, bastard. I want to be innocent, i really want to. Really, you ruined my life. YOU RUINED MY LIFE. Fuckyou, bastard. You have NO IDEA how much i hate you. |
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